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Archive for May, 2007


yo ppl! this is for u..MUST READ

Million gratitude to those who r always there to help, to encourage & to support especially during the moments of miseries & depression –

1. Mom: my love & gratitude towards u r beyond words could describe. Thanks for being so supportive in whatever I do. Love u always!
2. The rest of the family: Dad, brothers & grandma: thanks for everything & do not worry about me. I’m not the perfect one but I’ll always do my best. Grandpa: how do u do? Miss u lots
3. Auntie Irene, Auntie Elaine, Auntie Leng: thanks for showing us directions when we 1st stepped into KL.. thanks for offering places to stay.. most important of all, thanks for lessen my family’s worries.. 

friends:
a. Lyann: thanks for being my “dear”- helping me in course works & also daily stuffs e.g. Providing coffee & shifting things.. & also listening to my grumbles.. I know it’s not easy to be my close friend. many apologies for all my wrong-doings.. I know some times I just lost the grip & hurting words slipped out..  truly, I never meant it.
b. Ling Siew: u r my most trusted friend in uni.. thanks for your ears which listen to my grumbles.. thanks for your hands which hold me whenever I fall.. &most importantly, thanks for ur trust. Truly appreciate our friendship & hope it’ll continue to grow..believe me, u r always better than u always think!
c. Agnes: thanks for the rides to titam&HE classes, mid valley etc..thanks for helping in studies.. sorry if I’d ever been emotional.. & thanks for ur encouragements..keep up ur spirit of optimist & love ya!
d. Chia Huey: u r the perfect one! I’ld never forget times during the preparations for the exam.. it was tough but it would not be better without friends..thanks for being my camping partner in the study room J
e. Siok Khoon: hope u r feeling better & better right now.. Sorry for being so helpless.. do not hesitate to tell me about what ever help I can do k! even though u r moving out, don let our friendship fades.
f. Shi Bin &  Chwee Yen: cutest & most cheerful twins after all! Thanks for your help in sharing your notes & providing place to put my stuffs. Room of yours is always the best escape for us during the moments of stress stress stress.. Sorry if I’d ever been a burden or been troubling u all. Bin: thanks for your words of wisdom & encouragements. Yen: appreciate lots moments we’ve been through during community service.. sincerely hope that our friendship would not fade though u all r leaving 1st college.
g. Chin chin: u r always my lovely cheng jeh! Enjoy talking to u… u always have the power to brighten up people’s days! Wish our friendship grows as time passes..
h. Chee Wai: thanks for your help in shifting my heavy loads, I saw your hands were shivering.. Lthanks for sending me back from singing class when I was alone, thanks for tapao-ing for me when u r out… & thanks for disappointing me certain times – it reminds me that I shouldn’t take things for granted & be so demanding!
i. Hema: thanks for ur notes & others.. wish could b ur neighbour again next term J
j. Friends from YLS: enjoy time spending w u all.. esp Fu Chong: thanks a lot for the transport.. Lee Min & Irys, yan nee, phaik sim,shu yi, hui li, ai hui, jia jie, jian chong: ur posts r taken over by the new batch of committees, take a good rest & thanks for all ur contributions..stephanie, xiang xi, cai ling & yunni: I’ld never 4get times practising w u guys..learnt a lot from u ppl! Jessie,adam,fredy,Alison,Stephen,hui foong,sze nee, jie ling, ren xiang…(sorry if I left out ur names) add oil for the upcoming Dayao! I’ll cheer my lungs out for u all! Dayao rockz!
k. Li Ern: thanks for being my room mate & walking-dictionary.. sorry for what ever I’ve done wrong..thanks for ur patience & tolerance.. I know I’m a clumsy room mate.. looking forward to b ur room mate next year..
l. Candy Lai: thanks for being my helpful room mate.. it’s a joy knowing u…I learnt a lot from u.. u r a well-disciplined person that always gets things organized. Sincerely hope there’ld be good news for the appeal..
m. Xi Lin, Huey Yan, Bee Kee & Heng Yi: thanks for offering place to put my things…really appreciate it lots.. & sorry for bothering u all.
n. Cai xia & ying ying – enjoy time spending w u all.. lots of fun & laughters! Ying I’m looking forward to ur home-cooked meals J cai xia… don’t always partoh! Allocate some time for friends J
o. Korean Friends- Shim,Rim,kim,choi,sally,moon,songmin,cookie,huang.. how’s life back in hometown..? too bad that I couldn’t bid u all good bye in airport.. hope to visit korea 1 day… stay in touch & tk care! Thanks 4 the souvenirs & wonderful memories

Seniors:
a. Siew Wee: ha..whatever I wish to say to u I’ve written down in words b4 & sent it to u..refer back yourself :P anyway, just want to “highlight” that I appreciate your help a lot.. don’t 4get to invite me to your wedding k!
b. Buddy Guat Cheng: thanks for picking me as ur junior buddy! (hope it wouldn’t b ur regret..ha) u r always my best modal.. I’m glad to be ur junior buddy! thanks for your notes, books & petrol to bring us touring around KL & PJ..haha.. all the best in your future undertakings!
c. Buddies – Chen Siang & Khai Nee: thanks for being so helpful all the time.. & sorry if I’d ever disappointed u all.. know I didn’t do well as u all had expected.. promise will work harder & smarter then.. & again I need help & advice from u ppl! Wish our relationships grow fonder J
d. Siew Fen: thanks for being so helpful even b4 I entered the uni.. thx for the past-years papers & books! Esp Torts! It’s my bible! Set a time & place..let me pay u a good treat.
e. Xiao Min: didn’t really get to approach u in uni…but I do remember those helps & advices that u’ve given me.. thanks for it! if it’s possible, I’ld wish to be ur buddy (ok…shouldn’t be too greedy) J
f. Pei Chyi: I’ld never 4get the night when I came back w my total-exhausted body & I saw your message on my desk..a simple note but it meant a lot to me! Thanks a lot for ur support & everything…wish u’ll meet ur mr right very very soon! Miss ur tong-yun..sing-k together again k!
g. Sze Yuen: miss the days we used to jog around UM… wonder there’ld still be someone who accompanies me in the future..
h. Kwai Lian, sheetou leng lui, Fong Lynn, Christina, Mei Yean, Pei Pei & Hwee Wen, Yunn Ting, Mei Ran.. it was indeed a great joy knowing u all…thanks for being such helpful seniors & floormates.. for those who r graduating: all the best in future undertakings & I’ll miss u all! I miss 205..
i. Hwa Sik: thanks for ur patience.. I know I’m a mischievous junior J hope I didn’t scare u off that day out side ur block. Thanks a lot for that day.. wish u & Yunn Ting will be together happily ever after! J
j. Woei Song: I hate u (sometimes..but seldom)! Anw, I believe this feeling’ll fade as time passes.. wish u happy always & please tease me less k! looking forward to more great songs~
k. E Ling: sorry.. ur pencil’s still w me…how?
l. Yao Teck: thanks for being my responsible angel.. keep ur smile always like u always do when u c me k.. jia you…!
m. Wei chen, Boon yang & Sue: thanks for ur help when I locked my key in cupboard.. promise won’t b that absent-minded anymore.
n. Boon Seong: though u r younger than me but still I treat u as my respected senior Jthanks for taking us around for good meals & movies.. & also ur advice b4 exam.. it really calmed us down.

friends & seniors out-campus:
a. Jeng Kiang: thanks for ur concern.. never thought that u’ld call.. really appreciate it lots! Don’t worry I’m dai koh lui now & I believe my appearance is safe enough to prevent perverts..haha.. don’t 4get ur promise – bring me makan!
b. Jun Hoong: though u r not here but I can always feel ur concern.. thanks for ur messages of encouragements & cares.. & thanks for visiting me when u r in KL.
c. Jason: thanks for visiting me in KL.. I know u spent a lot of $ & time for it.. happy to know that u’ve started ur own business.. hope u r doing well & I know u always do.. but there’s another thing that I’m anticipating more – your wedding! Don’t forget to send me invitation card k!
d. Jan Yeow: thanks for visiting me in KL.. I’ve never told u that ur presence was indeed a wonderful surprise to me.. I know u r pretty annoyed by my over-protective character.. me myself couldn’t understand y I acted like that..believe me u r definitely some one who’s more than who u think u r to me..
e. Yin: take care always & always do ur best in everything that u do.. there r always hard times to go through in life.. just take’em as challenges & lessons to grow.. though I met a lot of ppl these years but ur status in my heart remains unchanged.. best friends forever! Ycycoll!
f. Friends in pg.. the primary gang, 2condary gang, f6 gang, the harmonica gang, Sg ara gang… I’m back for u! let’s hang out!

Friends come & leave in life.. some with unforgettable impacts while some r mere passers-by. Whoever u r.. thanks for stepping into my life.. I wouldn’t be who I am today if I didn’t get to meet u all & memories would not be as complete as they r. Those I’ve left out in the list.. it doesn’t mean that u r forgotten…just that, I’m too tired to continue typing :P hehe…forgive me..

few more ppl I can think of now…mok lin(said wanna jog w me but never)..putri (great & gorgeous partner, hope there r still chances to b ur partner again!).. sam (thx for the rides & guidance in studies)..hong seng(I know u don’t like me..but I appreciate ur compliments).. genting trip gang (next station-redang,k?).. not to 4get those who came to support me in the concert (thanks 4coming & i was truly touched when i heard u ppl shouting yy…)I miss u all!

矛盾

常觉得自己不够成熟, 思想与情绪智商与真实年龄不符合.恨不得可以遇见智慧老翁, 好让自己可以被授与智慧..但有时却希望自己可以什么都不想,简简单单地, 无忧无虑地, 尽管被嘲幼稚无知, 只求当个天真快乐的小妹..

常希望自己可以变得坚强些, 眼泪少一些; 笑容多一点..但有时却渴望坚而有力的臂膀, 让自己放纵地脆弱..也许相信一个人需要勇气, 我承认, 我胆怯.